Problems are only problems. Some say they are learning events. And if the saying “if it doesn’t kill you, then it only makes you stronger” is true, I am pretty darn strong. Lately it seems Justin and I only receive bad news, one thing after another. However all problems are solvable. We just need to tackle one thing at a time, maybe starting with the most important and working our way to the least important. It may also work if we start with the easiest to fix problem and work our way up to the hardest. It just doesn’t make sense to sit around and cry about it.
I am just looking at these problems as if they are obstacles to get to the life that Justin and I really want. We will and can get through anything. I am trying to stay as positive as possible. I have to. This little baby inside of me needs me to be strong. He or she needs a strong daddy as well. Life isn’t always easy and that’s all there is to it. I think it’s about to time to strengthen my relationship with the man upstairs again and let it be his will that things get better. There is only so much bad news a person can take.
Tomorrow we go in for a checkup with Dr. Haun. Maybe we will get to find out what we are having. I am just excited to go and make sure that everything is still going good in there. My belly has been itching like crazy and my pants are getting tighter and tighter every day. I am running out of shirts to wear. Luckily Justin’s sister has been super nice and has given me full access to her t-shirt drawer! Thanks Alyssa for that.
That’s all I have for now!
Till next time!